When I think to much...

I've been thinking a lot lately, probably too much as usual, but I can't help it. I've been thinking about my friends; Current and not-so-current. When I was younger, I always thought I'd keep those friends forever. Now, I have different ones. I guess I was just too naive to consider everyone leaving all of a sudden? You know the song "The Reason"? Well, when I hear it, I think about my friends in a way. As if I was the one singing to them about how I'm not a "perfect person" and all. How I'm sorry for hurting them, how I didn't mean it because I'm still learning, and how I wish I could take all their pain away. Not only that, but, how they're the reason I changed who I used to be. And, the reason I showed a side of me they didn't know. I didn't really hurt my friends in elementary ever I don't believe. It's when I got into middle school that caused problems and even high school. I used to think that I was a good friend, but now, I'm not so sure. All that I can say is, pretty much all that's in that song. So, I just wanted them to know.

Homophones

It’s a trip,

With an endless map.

And if you trip,

Don’t wonder why.

You're in a plain

anyways,

not a plane.

It’s every twinkle in your

Eye,

Every memory that

I,

Gather along the way.

It’s a wonder I do not

Weigh,

More than an anchor

Every day.

For each day I eat,

Whatever meat I

Meet.

Like a nice

Juicy steak,

That was roasted on

A stake,

Over a warm

Crackly fire,

Though you would

Need wood for that.

If you wail after

Seeing my meal,

In all it’s

Whale-sized glory,

Then you should

Have no fear,

For that is

Just the waste

Of my waist.

(lol, I was bored while working on an ode... xD )

Redundant

For the longest time I could not remember the word "redundant"!? It reminds me of several things that nobody would probably get, so I'll spare you the ramble. ;P I have not posted in forever, and so I decided that since I have been typing an essay ever since I got home from school just to catch up in my English class, I'd do some more typing. Only with out worrying about "be verbs", those will be the death of me yet! X_X But I will have fun with the ode, and I already finished my poem, so I will most likely be working on my second narrative over the weekend. ^^" Did I mention I was stupid enough to drink a chai latte before going to bed? I only mention this because I feel I could use a little humility, or in other words, I need someone to laugh at myself with. Haha, I am really tired now, but on the positive side have learned my lesson. 0_e' I am actually having fun with this "Book of Wisdom" project though, I couldn't wait to start it! :D The narratives are annoying but still okay, I get to blabber on about something that I value so it's not like I have to talk about which literary device I find more appealing. >_> I kind of just want this year to be over, it's been a boring year for me unfortunately. And I thought that after 8th grade it couldn't get any worse!? Haha, no really, that was a bad year for me... In other news, we're signing up for our junior year classes and I am a bit unsure about how it will go but hopefully I will have nice teachers and friends in the classes that will be a pain... xD I am apparently part of student council now! I don't really get a title though, maybe like, "Girl who works at concession stands" or something lame like that lol. I think I'll be taking health over the summer because I waited too long and would probably get stuck in a class of freshmen and sophomores if I choose to take it next year... >< Which will work out just fine I'm sure. There's a photography contest going on, and I am considering on trying it, but I'll have to see if I get any time to... I'm going to Disney World in march, I'll have to bring back some souvenirs. ^^ My third time, I'm not as excited as I was the second time, and I can't remember the first time, except I still have a simba plush toy... Hmm... Well, yeah, it should be entertaining. :) I want the weather to get warm again so I can play tennis, although I'm thinking of not joining the team this year because really I just enjoy playing it for fun. I don't get enough exercise anyways. xP I might go to winter formal this year, kinda wish it wasn't "girls ask guys" though personally lol. I don't think I could work up the nerve to ask anyone so if I went I'd just go with friends. ^-^' But yeah, wow, who will even be checking this... (Lol, probably just talking to myself? xD ) Maybe I'll blog again soon, who knows, doing this one was pretty impulsive for me. *cough,cough* Lol, oh, I like this font better...

I am just putting this on here so I can put it somewhere else... That's about it... If you know what this is, it will be explained later when I put it in that "somewhere else". Then you will know. So, for now, don't ask. But, you will probably see this after that, so it won't matter. But just in case you know.