When I think to much...

I've been thinking a lot lately, probably too much as usual, but I can't help it. I've been thinking about my friends; Current and not-so-current. When I was younger, I always thought I'd keep those friends forever. Now, I have different ones. I guess I was just too naive to consider everyone leaving all of a sudden? You know the song "The Reason"? Well, when I hear it, I think about my friends in a way. As if I was the one singing to them about how I'm not a "perfect person" and all. How I'm sorry for hurting them, how I didn't mean it because I'm still learning, and how I wish I could take all their pain away. Not only that, but, how they're the reason I changed who I used to be. And, the reason I showed a side of me they didn't know. I didn't really hurt my friends in elementary ever I don't believe. It's when I got into middle school that caused problems and even high school. I used to think that I was a good friend, but now, I'm not so sure. All that I can say is, pretty much all that's in that song. So, I just wanted them to know.